Next To Me

Next to me is your someone else,
that’s what everybody’s story tells.
You can’t say anything about it.
Maybe it’s true but you just can’t admit.

Next to me is your someone that’s new,
just like a toy, you’re tired of me too.
You need what’s hot and in to now-a-days,
so you have to leave without a word to say.

Next to me is someone to tried to hide,
but hatchings in eggs need to get outside.
Your secrets are revealed one by one,
and it tells me I’m not your only man.

Tell Rochelle

There are so much words I want for Rochelle.
These words that I always wanted to tell.
It haunts me because I want her to hear
The lines I have saved just for her.

Is there someone who could bring me to her?
Is there someone who could bring her here?
Holy cow! Mother of earth and hell!
Can anybody listen to me and tell Rochelle?

Lord, God the father, forgive my sins.
And please tell Rochelle where I've been;
To Atlantis, to Neverland, to Eden,
Just to bring words for my Rochelle.

Can anybody tell her that I will wait?
Can anybody tell her it is not too late?
I feel warm and cold, I freeze and I chill.
I need to see her, I need to tell Rochelle.

Desolation

Nurse Me

Bubbles bursting while surfing the air,
Puff and poof are sounds I hear.
So fragile, that needs care,
So naive, that longs to bear.

Get me a pacifier and stuck in my mouth,
So I could never speak words unkind.
Spread my eyes so I can see the truth,
The truth behind every people's mind.

I Am A Loser

Nurse Me

It's Monday morning but I am sick.
The views I've seen, they made me weak.
The lines are lonely and bloody,
Too much that i felt very empty.
She talked to me like she's my mother.
Yet, my brain tells me I'm a loser.
The chalk, the pen, the paper,
All things turns to black, it's clear.
Am I infected? Am I out of my mind?
She waits for someone. Am I blind?
Her heart belongs to someone else not me.
She shows everything i don't want to see.
Still, I am truly in love of her.
I can't say the words, I am a loser.
Forgive me for things i have is true.
I don't want things to be through.

Not The Same

Not The Same

You thought guys are the same
Playing girls are their game
But if you'll meet me someday
These impressions will turn to nothing.

Every individual is really odd
I hope now you understand
Don't you listen to their comments
Listen to me, don't get mad.

Don't believe in what they say
Research, you'll find it anyway
We, the men, are not the same
I, especially, know me one day.

Golden Stone

Methamphetamine HydroChloride

Take a shot of sandy Golden stone.
A pinch cost a hundred or more.
I less than a minute or two,
Heaven is where we will go.
Sniff it and breathe it in,
Your blood will stop flowing.
Sniff it into the tube,
Hell has nothing to prove.
I like it in this session,
In room they call A-Seven-34.
Full swing of the bat,
You’ll never take a nap.
Hold your breath some more,
You can surely take it all.
Some more ‘cause I still want.
Take it out from the pocket
And give me all your money.
The Golden Stone is ready,
It makes your brain dries out.
And when you are high,
You will surely scream too loud,
Begging they’ve left behind.
And when you can’t find,
You will be out of your mind.

I Love You Goodbye

I'm Sorry

I love you goodbye
Because I have lied before
I’ve given my promises and will
But never kept it well
I love you goodbye
Though I’m unexplainably hurt
Yes, I shouldn’t be heard
Our dream is a sort of a joke
So nice so good it was
Now, we’re saying goodbye
And the memories you left
Makes me swell my eyes
Goodbye, I can’t love you
It was useless of those days
And everything we used to do
There will be nothing else
Nothing more I wanted to
Goodbye, don’t love me more
It cuddles me to death
Say nothing to me now
I don’t want to hear the words
I love you goodbye.